boredom makes me think. / Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Today was a very boring day for me.And now after typing the first sentence my fav person in the world came on msn and talke dto me YAY!!!!...^o^.now im no longer bored but i shall still typed. During the times that i was bored i did alot of stuff and thought a lot.
1st stuff i thought about today was.....is this going to change or am i gonna be bored for ther est of my life? I am always doing the same stuff over and over and over and over and over again...sitting here infront of this stupid comp staringa t the screen. I just hope my life would change soon i want to find someone to love truely like gene and joyce are. i wish i was in thier shoes. thats was the 2nd thought.LOVE. ppl say im too young and immature but what do they know when they dont know me really well?
When it comes to love i can be as mature as a 30 yr old guy. i know what love is i know how to really love someone. i guess ppl are just to dense to see that in me. i wish i could jsut dissapear from this place and never exist in this world.i guess that would make it better for everyone.
hmmm i guess i need a penknife now...=/....i been wanting one since the holidays . i keep forgetting to buy one. hmm maybe tomorrow? yay then i can use it to cut my arm again...XD...it looks nice with the scars and all but now its almsot gone...>.< well bye bye for now
/Hopped!
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