rain rain rain / Thursday, December 21, 2006
it has stop raining like forever..every day rain rain rain...XP...im always cold when i sleep.*sigh*. and now watch new floods and blackouts.how i wish i could control what i do to the world... i would make it a better place for ppl to live in.a place where no one have to fight to get what they want. wheater that doesnt kill ppl...XP..and maybe make everyone live closer to each other.
hmm i just have one wish for my christmas and birthday thats coming next..i want to visit Aki in hawaii. thats my only wish for now.i want to visit my seme and talk to him and look at him in the eye. he is special to me but its sadenning he lives so far away. we had a convo earlier on msn...XP
me:..aki...i have something to tell you....
aki:..uh what?
me: ILOVE YOU!!!!!..*glomps and laughs*
aki: i lovee you too...you find this funny?
me: no i jsut though i sounded guilty and depressed..XP
aki:.haha yeah scared me for a while there
me:.sorry
aki: but too bad we are so far away...its sad isnt it?ahh a sweet dream ...that wont come true T_T
me:*hugs*
yes it is very sad...T_T i want to see him eye to eye and hug him and kiss him and snuggle him. i really wish someone could grant me that wish one day.off for now...T_T
/Hopped!
5:40 AM
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