sadden / Tuesday, December 12, 2006
yesterday night i went out too meet gene and joyce. after finding gene had to go back to tampines lolx should have told earlier...XP...anywayz after that gene and joyce talked..gene asked me to go somewhere first so they could talk in private. i dont know what they were talkinga bt but i only got a bit. i guess im not much of a friend than a pest. after joyce went for tuition we went to buy cigerette and wen to a coffeshop. we sat there for dont know how long gene ate..while i smoke.
i couldnt really smoke properly i dont know why.junrong keep poping in my head everytime i try to smoke.its like he wont let me smoke without him around.why is he affecting me so much? why do i always feel this way when he isnt around? i dont know him that well. is god trying to make me suffer?
/Hopped!
11:02 PM
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